Tag Archives: random thoughts

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Distance / Attention

We’re half way of 2013 already.  I am full now. My eyes are really tired. My legs are tied too. Can’t bear my own (physical) weight. But… I can’t sleep right now. And now,  there’s nothing to do than overthinking. Great!

It’s been a year. Nothing I asked for. Nothing I planned to. Left. Continue. Go on. Lonely.
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Do Not Scroll

Why?

You reached to the point that you can’t longer stand [what you read from] the news feed.

Why?

You don’t want to end the day feeling like this.

Why?

You wasn’t expecting anything but you still can’t fool yourself.

Why?

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But on the other side,

Why do you feel that way?
Why would you feel bad in an instant?
What do you really want?

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Random Thoughts – 20120729

I’m not moving…
For almost two months, I’ve been inactive for some physical (exercise) activities. As few will say that my membership fee is wasted… I still can’t find myself going back to my previous routine.

I have not told you…
Crazy idea but my guts are not enough tell you those words. I guess I’m afraid at the same time. Maybe we should continue that way… or I can wait longer and gain strength to say those words.

I’m not staying...
I set a checkpoint and I also set my maximum duration. I can’t see myself staying for long there. But let’s see if plans could change.

I don’t program…
I want a new profession. I can be a backup singer or dancer. Hahaha. This one is a joke. :p

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Random Thoughts – 20120609

Just to justify… I think what I did was somehow right or better for me.

When will I see you again? (“Don’t You Remember?” lyrics)

I still can’t stop thinking of what could have been if I were in a different position. But I guess, for the mean time, this is the place for me.

No plans in store.

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Random Thoughts – 20120215

Rush.
To compensate for the time you’ve been waiting for the item you ordered against the time you need to be at certain place at the specified time, run!

Sigh.
For the times you’ve been wondering when you will be doing the first step and the actual moment you did it, relieved!

Reminisce.
When you were actually in a place where everyone is very energetic and everything is bringing back your youthfulness, smile!

Wonder.
We are just being ourselves. Unfortunately, past actions can’t be undone. While I’m trying to take new steps towards you, believe!

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Random Thoughts – 20111120

I made a resolution to myself but it is very very hard and I am not sure if I can pursue it, but it is possible.

This insecurity, I think, just started last week. Usually, I just brush off things like these. But this time, I can’t handle it. I feel that the whole world is putting pressure on me, that I cannot escape. Society asserts what is expected and I feel that I should follow the trend or else I am doomed. I am having life my own way and I am fine with this. I don’t want to be dictated. But some are just unfair. Please do not over emphasize the obvious. I know my shortcomings but please don’t blunt what I lack and what should I have! I chose this life and I have my own decision with my life. I can take things at my own pace. And don’t make fun of it!

I just pray that I can get through this.

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Random Thoughts – 20111025

As much as I want to publish my pending posts, mostly from The Daily Post which I somehow discontinued for almost two months… I just got lost the drive to post. And what’s more saddening now is that I feel that I am wasting my time here much more than I have lost in my entire life.

>_<

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Random Thoughts – 20110824

Walang pang pino-post na topic yung The Daily Post… pero di ko na kayang hintayin pa ngayon kung magpo-post man kasi sobrang inaantok na ako. Di lang ako medyo matahimik ngayon kasi may gumising sa kaisipan ko, nabagabag tuloy ako… Ang galing kasi eh, amazing! Nakuha nya kung anong menhase nun. At, bilib ako kasi ang ganun pala talaga yung tingin nya. Wala akong masabi.

Salamat! :-)