Yung moment na…
…pakiramdam mo, kahit naglalakad-lakad ka lang, na may spring yung sahig habang naglalakad ka kasi for the first time conscious ka nung lumindol.
…madalas ka nang managinip, halos araw araw.
…nagigising ka ng kusa sa umaga kasi may bintana sa tabi mo.
…nilalamig yung mga paa mo. Yun lang ung nilalamig.
…nag-sa-struggle ka sa umaga bago maligo kasi sobrang lamig.
…nagkatinginan kayo pero umuwas agad kayo ng tingin.
…gutom pa ka rin.
…dinedma mo yung paborito mong pagkain sa di malamang kadahilanan; di ka naman diet.
…di na naalis sa isip ko, sa kahit anumang sandali. Yown!
…excited ka nang umuwi pero wala kang magawa at gusto mo na bumalik. Lols.
…na may kay jay sa mga plano mo. Haha.
Sometimes I caught myself battling between if I should doubt the person (since I have feeling that the person does not have the same understanding) or I should believe/trust the person (since the person proved some things).
(Sabog post. Please bear with me)
Kung kelan ako sinipag magdala ng bag, di ako nakalabas nang maaga…
Kung kelan tinapos ko nang maaga, tsaka ako nawalan ng ideya gawin ang ibang bagay…
Kung kelan abot kamay ka na, di ko nagawang sabihin sayo…
Kung kelan ako nag-toothbrush nang maaga, tsaka ako nagutom lalo…
Kung kelan nagkita na tayo, di ko masyadong nasulit ang pagkakataon…
Kung kelan maulan, tsaka nagkaroon ng pasok…
Kailan nga ba?
I’m not moving…
For almost two months, I’ve been inactive for some physical (exercise) activities. As few will say that my membership fee is wasted… I still can’t find myself going back to my previous routine.
I have not told you…
Crazy idea but my guts are not enough tell you those words. I guess I’m afraid at the same time. Maybe we should continue that way… or I can wait longer and gain strength to say those words.
I’m not staying...
I set a checkpoint and I also set my maximum duration. I can’t see myself staying for long there. But let’s see if plans could change.
I don’t program…
I want a new profession. I can be a backup singer or dancer. Hahaha. This one is a joke. :p
A month has passed (of course no one can stop it).
How are you? I was just busy but you are still inside my mind. I try to reach out but the channel is not that good. Maybe I need more guts Continue reading
Di na naman ako makakatulog nito agad.
Kelangan pahirapan sa pagtulog…
I want to be far away, isolated.
Ang bigat lang sa loob.
Shet! Continue reading
Just to justify… I think what I did was somehow right or better for me.
When will I see you again? (“Don’t You Remember?” lyrics)
I still can’t stop thinking of what could have been if I were in a different position. But I guess, for the mean time, this is the place for me.
No plans in store.
I wish I am drunk now so that I could have enough guts to says things I really wanted to say to you.
I wish I am feeling well now so that I could enjoy my trip later.
I wish I passed the examination so that I don’t worry about looking for another one.
I wish I was not having overtime again so that I can do more things for myself.
As much as I want to publish my pending posts, mostly from The Daily Post which I somehow discontinued for almost two months… I just got lost the drive to post. And what’s more saddening now is that I feel that I am wasting my time here much more than I have lost in my entire life.
Walang pang pino-post na topic yung The Daily Post… pero di ko na kayang hintayin pa ngayon kung magpo-post man kasi sobrang inaantok na ako. Di lang ako medyo matahimik ngayon kasi may gumising sa kaisipan ko, nabagabag tuloy ako… Ang galing kasi eh, amazing! Nakuha nya kung anong menhase nun. At, bilib ako kasi ang ganun pala talaga yung tingin nya. Wala akong masabi.