Okay!
I am so guilty of breaking the no-late-dinner policy.
Actually, I already violated this rule few times… when I was having dinner with friends especially when drinking. 🙂
But these last two days, I did not have any meals with rice for no particular reason… weird.
The following foods I ate…. Continue reading “Breaking the Habit”
Somehow numb, shaking, and hungry. Teka, anu bang kinain ko buong araw?
Lucky Me Bulalo, a glass of pineapple juice, few chips and cracker nuts, three cups of hot green tea, a candy, Cheezy Beef Jamaican patty, a Happy Lemon drink, two pieces of cream dory. Wah, walang rice or fruit man lang! I’m dead. :-\
Seriously, I am shaking and hungry right now. But what am I worried more is that I’m shaking. I am not sure since whether I am hungry or I can’t take this heavy load off my self. Because of this, I can’t sleep!
Now, I cannot deny that I am having some anger management issues. But I am really trying my best to work it off my system.
Like yesterday morning, I somehow felt good that I was able to avoid ranting. Yes, there was disappointment but I think I was able to rationalize it before my disappointment turns into rage.
The rest of the afternoon went quite normal… fine.
However, later that day, I would rather say or admit that I over-sensationalized the thing I had… I just don’t know what to do about it. And it went out of control and then I found myself weeping. My mind screams, “Have I done anything wrong?”, “Is it my fault?”. Continue reading “Unhandled Event”
Friends, I know that you’re going through different hardships right now. I somehow feel sorry to myself that I can’t do something to help you directly.
I simply pray that everything that you’re going through right now will soon pass. And I also wish you to become more stronger, especially for the sake of your family and loved ones. I believe that there’s some good blessings coming up that’s why things like these happen.
I am always here when you need me.
I don’t know how to put up the right words to say but I am really, really lucky to have my Nanay.
Hahaha…
ako ba naman na parating nakabuntot sa iyo parati…
ako ba naman na araw-araw mong ginigising para pumasok…
ako ba naman na pinagbabaunan pa ng pagkain…
ako ba naman na hinahatid sa eskwelahan dati nung elementary na tulog pa daw ako habang naglalakad…
ako ba naman na parating inaasikaso pag may sakit…
ako ba naman na nangungulit parati para kilitiin ka…
ako ba naman na hinihintay pag umuuwi nang maaga… Continue reading “Nanay Ko”
Disclaimer: Wala po itong kinalaman sa mga NG na nangyari kanina. (Kasi part yun ng work at nagawa ko pa rin naman yung part ko nang maayos kanina. Yung mababasa nyo sa ibaba ay walang kinalaman sa trabaho ko.)
I really feel like going home early kanina. Una, ang init!!! Walang aircon, haha.
Seriously, it started when I felt taken for granted and disrespected kanina. Nakakainis.
Taken for granted kasi I feel like humilated na, pero ginawa ko pa rin ang isang bagay na yun. Pero pagkatapos, wala lang. Ignored!!!
Then the disrespect part, parang everyone’s not taking things properly, seriously. Tapos naipon na yung iba after series of unfortunate events.
Pero badtrip talaga yung una eh.
Di ko akalain na ganun. Continue reading “WTH Day!”
I wasn’t able to create a more sensible topic tonight. I have one earlier but I wasn’t able to note it and I can’t remember, hehe.
Anyway, here’s some of my thoughts right now.
Sketches of My Life, Hand Drawn by Me 